| just another day.... |
[Sep. 14th, 2005|06:05 pm] |
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| | Jermaine Stewart- We don't have to take our clothes off...! | ] |
well lately havent been up to much...a lot has been going on but its to personal to even write about on here...life has just been crazy the last month or so..and ive had a lot on my mind....but im trying to forget about things and when i try i keep remembering everything and its hard...but im not gonna give up at it...
anyways, havent done much, but homework, work and school....school actually is kind of easy this semester except for psychology that class gets kind of confusing at times and i think i failed the first exam....but at least now i know what to expect...ive been hanging out with Gregg a lot lately...it seems like we've been together longer than almost 2months...but at least things for me are a lot better now than they were a year ago at this time...but at least im happy and it feels like im happier now than i ever was before...which is always a good thing...
well today was actually pretty exciting...i went to the shooting range for the first time and actually shot a gun...i was so nervous i kept having second thoughts about it because i didnt know what to expect when i would pull the trigger...but it actually wasnt that bad after i knew what to expect when i was shooting...i kept the targets and i didnt do that bad...didnt exactly hit the center but i did alright...i think i want to go again, but i would make sure Gregg wouldnt be working so he could go with me...my mom didnt do that bad either..she was kind of nervous but once she knew what to expect, she did pretty good....it was quite the experience, but i dont think i could ever own or carry a gun...ever!
tomorrow i have my court date at 12:45 and i hope that goes pretty good..ive got a clean record so hopefully they just tell me to pay the ticket and that i wont have any points...gotta be sweet and innocent about it, but sometimes that never helps...so tomorrow should be an interesting day...
hopefully this weekend turns out to be fun...friday, me and gregg plan on going to the drive-in at the silverdome..ive never been and ive always wanted to go, so i figured its something to do....i just hope that they are playing good movies and that two good movies are playing on the same screen..so that u can get ur moneys worth...but then again, who pays attention to the movie anyways?? JK
well im off to go relax and wait for Gregg to call me so we can see each other for a little bit tonight...
goodnight
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[Aug. 23rd, 2005|11:14 am] |
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| | rascal flatts | ] |
well this weekend turned out to be fun...me and gregg went camping together up my my sisters bfs cottage...im glad it was just us that went bc phil was gonna go but gregg basically told him he wasnt and i dont know how that wouldve turned out...the first night we didnt do to much bc we didnt get there until like 1100 because we were stuck in traffic for like an hour bc of an accident...so we layed in the tent and tried to watch Wrong Turn on my sisters dvd player, but it stopped after 20mins so we just layed there until we fell asleep...saturday was fun...we went fishing, and i tried to get gregg to take a fish off his hook but he wouldnt, so i had to each to time and i also had to bait his hook for him too because he doesnt like worms...so that was pretty fun...then later that night we tried to build another bonfire but it lasted like not even 20mins bc the wood burned to quick, so we got these 2 huge logs and layed them in there and they didnt quite catch on fire...so we were sitting there, drinking, and starring at the fire(coals) with a flashlight...it was pretty funny...the sunday we drove looking for a fast food restaurant but obviously up there they dont believe in fast food because there wasnt any to be found...and then coming back, we noticed a subway sign and we went there instead....we plan on going camping again over labor day but probably staying at my sisters bfs cottage instead of the campground...so that should be fun...
well anyways, i cant believe school starts already 2morrow morning...my classes seem to be pretty easy after i looked through all the books, so i hope i dont have too much homework to worry about..and hopefully this semester goes by quick, because its gonna suck not being able to stay out late during the week...but hopefully the weekends will make up for it...
thursday im going to the tigers game with gregg so that should be fun..gotta work from 2-8 today and then hopefully hanging out with gregg tonight for a little bit since i cant stay out late tonight.....
eating, showering, relaxing and going to work.......
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[Aug. 15th, 2005|06:47 pm] |
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| | The Click Five- Just the girl | ] |
well....havent updated in a while...been kinda busy working and just hanging out...wednesday is mine and greggs one month...it seems like a lot longer than a month, but maybe its just me...also on wednesday, me and gregg have to set up his tent so we know how to for the weekend..which im really excited for...ive been wanting to go camping for the longest time and we finally are...i think it might be just me and gregg, but im not sure..which that would be fine with me....so i hope this weekend comes quick..and it should be a lot of fun...
yesterday-me and my mom rode our bikes all the way to jefferson and by the water which is at like 8mile or so...we took frazho all the way down to jefferson and then jefferson down to 8mile..we stood by the water for a little bit, but it was chilly so we left after like 15mins...my butt was hurting so bad and i couldnt even really ride my bike home..but it was fun..the next time i go, i will have one of those gel seats for my bike seat...then afterwards, gregg came over at like 11:15 or so and stayed until about 2...it was relaxing tho, we just lounged on the couch and watched Ace Ventura and Full house..it was nice tho...
today-i didnt do to much but lounge around the house, because im sore from the bike ride and then i layed outside for like an hour or so...i still dont really feel good, but i know ill feel better once i see gregg...tonight im not sure what me and gregg are doing, but i know we are watching laguna beach....
im going to call gregg now so i can see him.........
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| The song in my head......... |
[Aug. 11th, 2005|07:48 pm] |
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| | Rascal Flatts | ] |
RASCAL FLATTS
"BLESS THE BROKEN ROAD"
I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
Now I’m just rollin’ home into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road that led me straight to you |
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[Aug. 6th, 2005|05:35 pm] |
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| | The Pussycat Dolls- Don't Cha | ] |
so yesterday was pretty exciting..worked from 9:00-4:00 came home and talked to my uncle for a little bit...then went with my mom to get her tattoo...and as i was sitting there i was thinking about getting mine...so of course, i decided too...it hurt like a bitch tho...the lower back is definately the worst spot to get a tattoo..and out of all the ones ive gotten, that hurt the most...it still looks good tho..its got a star in the middle and some kind of tribal thing on both sides..and it fades from black to blue....but i decided that i only want one more which will prbably be paw prints below my waist...but im going to wait a while for that one...then afterwards, i came home took a shower and hung out with gregg and phil until i had to come home...always fun times with them...the whole time we listened to the dane cook cd and it was pretty funny...
today i worked from 9:00-4:00..and now im sitting here debating on whether or not i want to wash and wax my truck...because i am so tired and my back is killing me..and i seriously dont want to move...later on tonight tho should be fun because i am going with gregg to see The Dukes Of Hazard..which looks like its going to be pretty good..so im excited for that...
well i think im going to maybe wash my truck and take a nap...
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[Jul. 28th, 2005|11:21 pm] |
well havent been up to much really...yesterday was sad and fun...i went to billy tonio's dads funeral..i felt so bad for billy..i started crying when hugged me...ive known billy since i first moved here and that was the first time ive ever seen him so sad...but i told him things would be alright and he would get through it...afterwards, i went and picked up gregg and went up to memorial park for like and hour and a half..then we went back to his house at about 9:30 to pick up phil..we went to silver cinemas to see HOUSE OF WAX which was a pretty good movie even tho i had to close my eyes and plug my ears a few times..i usually dont like watching scary movies in the theatre, but i didnt have a choice...it was still pretty good tho...afterwards i dropped phil off at his house and then went and dropped gregg off...
2morrow im glad i dont have to work because i get to sleep in, again, and then hopefully get to see gregg..i wanted to 2nite, but that didnt quite work out..but its alright...that means ill be even more happier to see him 2morrow...which is always a good thing...
im about to hit the sheets before i pass out on the keyboard...
goodnight
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[Jul. 24th, 2005|04:29 pm] |
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| | Eddie Money | ] |
so the weekend actually turned out pretty good...friday i worked of course but only 9-4 and then came home and lounged around for a little bit...then at about 8 i went over to my uncle to see his new house and because he was having a party..so me and my mom stayed there for like an hour and then i went over to sheenas for like 2 and a half hours or so...i asked gregg and phil to come over so after bowling they stopped by until i left..i couldnt really drive because i was drinking so i had gregg drive my truck home and then phil drove greggs car...then after we went to john f kennedy park on stevens for like an hour or so..then i came home and passed out in bed...
saturday i had a softball tourny all day at halmich park and it actually went better than expected..we won 2 out of 3 games..even tho we shoulve won all three but we lost the second game by a run...but we still played pretty good...then in between my first and second game i went to a friend of the familys fundraiser...i stayed there for like 3 hours and then i had to get back to the field for the second game...after the games i came home took a shower and my mom called me to tell me that joe(a friend of the family) was having people over so i went over there for like 45ins and then i left and went to greggs house and finished the rest of my bacardi 03...then i was falling asleep sitting at the picnic table, so me and gregg went in the house and fell asleep on the couch...he set the alarm on his phone so i wouldnt be late coming home..i left his house at about 2 and then came home and passed out in bed again...
today was supposed to be the rest of the eliminations for the tourny but since it was pouring rain outside, they got cancelled..i wasnt even going to the game because i had the worst headache when i woke up and my leg is still hurting from yesterdays games...but then i got a call from ashley ladach saying that the game was cancelled and we won first place because the coaches did a coin toss and we won..so i went up to halmich to meet up with ashley and her dad so i could pick up my trophy...its about time we actually won..and we saved it for last...tonight i think im gonna hang out with gregg and probably phil 2..im not sure what we are doing, but most likely we will think of something...
well thats all that has happened this weekend, like i said, it actually didnt turn out that bad...and its about time...
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[Jul. 20th, 2005|01:35 am] |
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| | Rascal Flatts- God blessed the broken road | ] |
well today was actually kinda boring..didnt do to much during the day but swim and layout/sleep on the raft...i got out of the pool at like 4:15 and came in to take a quick shower before leaving to pick up angelina and go to our game...after i picked her up i just took harper down since kyte monroe is just past 13mile...as we were driving we saw an ambulace and like 3 cop cars..so i got over in the right lane and when we saw the car, we were like omg that car looks really familiar...and then when we got up next to it, it was Gregg..we were like omg...so he told us to pull in the parking lot so we could talk to him...i wasnt sure if angelina wanted to because we needed to get to our game, but then i was like, do u care if we are late cuz i wanna go back and make sure he is alright..of course she said no..so we went back and talk to him for like 5mins and then he told us to go cuz he didnt want us to be late..so we left and went to our game..i was just glad nothing major happened to him becuz i probably wouldve cried..even tho ive only known him for like 3weeks..ive gotten really to know him and i think im actually falling in love with him..so i wouldve been really upset if anything did...but thankfully he just got a few cuts and bruises and is fine...even tho is car is probably going to be totaled..but he's alright so thats all good...
anyways, so at our game we won the first one 1-0 and then lost the second game 6-0...we played really good actually, but just couldnt get it together the second game...oh well, im just glad we dont have to play 2morrow...and this weekend after the tournament, softball is all over for me...ive changed my mind about playing in college bc it will take up to much of my time and i wont have time to work, do homework, or hangout with anyone..so i think im just gonna join a league at liberty park or total sports im not sure......
well i think im gonna get going to bed and hopefully i get to see gregg 2morrow and help him to feel better...so im hittin' the sheets
goodnight
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[Jul. 16th, 2005|08:23 pm] |
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wow..havent updated in forever...well lately all ive been doing is working, playing softball and hanging out...mostly with angelina, gregg, phil and liz...i met gregg and phil when i went bowling with angelina and jack...they were bowling with angelinas sister...we've only been hanging out for like 2wks now..but its been pretty fun...tonight he is taking me to go see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory...im so excited..even tho Johnny Depp does look pretty weird..hes still f**ing hot as hell...
anyways, another interesting story is that i got my first offical ticket coming home from meijer..the cop says i was doing 55 in a 40 but the when i looked at my speedometer thing, i was doing like 45..so he says i should get my truck to make sure its ok...its weird how i drive a car for a while and dont get caught speeding and then i get a truck, have it for 2wks and already get a ticket...kinda strange...so i have to go to court on august 25..which is also my first day of school...but oh well..its only the first day...
today i worked from 9-4...the power flickered on and off 3 times in the morning..i was thinking it would stay off, but nope, it was fine the rest of the day...i was supposed to have a softball tourament at liberty today but i had to skip it cuz of work..they only played one game anyways..2morrow i have a game tho..i have to be there at 8:15..and the game is either at 9 or 10..and hopefully we lose cuz its an elimnation game...then next weekend July 22-24..i have a tournament at Halmich...but next weeekend should be fun...friday-party at my uncles house..((hopefully he buys me something)) saturday- tournament, fundraiser, and then party at Greggs((hopefully more drinks)) and then sunday tournament and then probably something with Gregg...
well im off to go take a shower and get ready and then off to the movies to watch JOHNNY DEPP...and then home to sleep to be up bright n' early...
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[Jun. 13th, 2005|04:48 pm] |
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Well yesterday was the first softball tournament and it lasted all day...all day it was really hot and humid and it sucks having to play in that kind of weather but oh well...the first 2 games we played alright but got mercied both times...the second game was the worst cuz the team won 25-0...then we found out we played them again right after and we ended up beating them 4-3 and went on to the championship game...we played really good the 3rd and 4th game but ended up coming in second..which was pretty cool...then afterwards mr. ladach told us that we qualified for the WORLD SERIES in Kansas from July 24-July 31...and i thought that was pretty sweet..not to bad for the first tournament...i was just glad to get home and take a shower and sit and relax and then hit the sheets...it was a really long day...
anyways, well today i woke up and could barely move because i havent played softball in over a year and so ive been working out everyday, but i still managed to wake up with some sore muscles...so all day i work, i didnt really do anything cuz i was sore and exhausted more then ever...2morrow we were supposed to have a game, but it got cancelled cuz half of the other team has finals to study for so they cancelled it..but we still play on thursday in marine city...
well i think im gonna go lounge around the house for a while and relax and then watch the new season of SUMMERLAND at 9:00...and then afterwards..hit the sheets...
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[Jun. 10th, 2005|10:44 pm] |
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well havent updated in a while..like the last few entries, ive been busy and havent had much time to do anything...just been working and getting ready for softball...this weekend i was supposed to be going to niagara falls, but those plans got changed, but its alright because ive got my first softball tourny this sunday so that should go pretty good...work has been hell...too many hours with a bunch of old people doesnt quite go together...but you never complain once the check is in your hands...anyways, i finally have a whole weekend off and at least i get to just relax outside in the pool if it doesnt end up raining...and then i have to go to my g-mas for her bday and we plan on going down to the race tracks to have dinner...so that should be pretty fun...got a fun-filled weekend coming up...next weekend should be pretty fun 2..ive got a graduation party to go to and then hopefully going to the GRATIOT CRUISE and then on sunday, we plan on taking our boat out and hopefully its nice and hot so i can go tubing and skiing...so im gonna keep my fingers crossed...
today i didnt do to much but work from 9:00-4:00 and found out that one of my managers is leaving, but its not really a big deal cuz she caused a lot of problems sometimes...then i came home and went swimming for like an hour cuz i was tired as hell and the after i went shopping with my mom...i came home and just layed around the house about to pass out..
well i think im off to go watch a little bit of tv and then im gonna hit the sheets...
later
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| OMG..!! WHAT A REALLY GREAT NITE..!! GOT TO ACTUALLY MEET SOMEONE!! |
[May. 28th, 2005|12:47 am] |
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| | EDDIE MONEY...W/ HIS HOTT ASS DRUMMER..!! | ] |
omg...i cant even go to sleep...tonight was one of the greatest nites in a very long time....me and my mom went to see EDDIE MONEY..and afterwards he was signing his merchandise..so me and my mom waited in line for like 30 mins...it was well worth the wait..i actually got to talk to EDDIE MONEY and his FREAKIN' HOTT ASS DRUMMER..!! omg..it was great...i cant wait for the pictures to get developed cuz they are definately gonna be framed in my room...it was was great way to end my 5 day week and the greatest way to begin my weekend...they both signed mine and my moms shirts and were talking to us as they were signing them saying that we could pass as sisters..it was pretty funny..my first time actually meeting someone and getting their autograph..omg im so excited and amazed that i cant even think about going to sleep...over all, it was a really good concert and i definately plan on going to see him again...
well im gonna go relax for a little bit and then try to hit the sheets....
goodnight
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[May. 26th, 2005|10:27 pm] |
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| | Eddie Money..!! | ] |
well today was pretty fun...i worked from 9:00-3:00 and then went to the girls game against Roseville..it was a pretty close game at first, but then the girls had a few bad innings...its alright tho, districts should be pretty good..then afterwards, ashley lanzon had team dinner..so i drove natalie over there and stayed over for about an hour or so..had chicken tenders and a fruit salad..pretty good dinner..then sat around and just talked with everyone..afterwards, i drove natalie home and came home and relaxed...
this weekend should be pretty fun...2morrow nite, im going to the EDDIE MONEY concert with my mom...ive only bugged her for like a month to go and i just got tickets today and they are actually pretty good seats.....not bad seats for waiting until the last minute...i need to do the same for KENNY CHESNEY TICKETS..!! i know EDDIE MONEY is like from the 80's or something, but i really like his music..and i even saw DEF LEPPARD((80's music)) which also was a really good concertI also found pretty good seats for RASCAL FLATTS..but i dont have anyone to go with..so i think im gonna have to skip that concert..but ive got a softball tourney that weekend anyways, so its still good....then saturday, i have to work from 10:00-4:00 and then im not sure what im doing yet...no plans set yet..and then on sunday, we are hacing family and friends over for memorial day...we planned to on sunday instead of monday so that everyone could stay over longer and not have to worry about leaving early...so hopefully it gets hot so i can get in my pool...then on monday, ive got to do my surprise for the varisty girls, which will probably take up most of my day and then ive got practice at 6:00...
ONLY 2 WEEKS LEFT UNTIL SOFTBALL STARTS..!! IM SO EXCITED TO ACTUALLY PLAY AGAIN....!! well i think im gonna hit the sheets cuz im kinda tired...
goodnight
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[May. 25th, 2005|07:18 pm] |
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| | reo speedwagon | ] |
well..i havent updated in a while...not to much has been going on..but working and softball....last week was crazy cuz i worked everyday and didnt get a chance to actually sleep until sunday..the weekend actually wasnt too bad...friday i worked until 4:00 and then tower had a game against lincoln, which went pretty good...then saturday, they had a tournament at chippewa valley at 9:00...so i was up at about 6:30 to be at the school by 7:15...the tournament wasnt that bad...they won 1 game outta 3..but played pretty good all three games...then afterwards, the team was gonna spend the night at katie rushaks..so on the bus they were trying to figure out what to do, so when we passed rose bowl, they decided to go bowling..i didnt have any plans, so i decided id go with them...when we first got there, we all only paid for 2 games..erica sehling and ashley lanzon didnt bowl, so they were putting up weird/nasty names for everyone and no one could see them until the person bowled a strike or spare...then the only thing with brittney started like and hour after we were there...after she left with srock..everyone started talking and so when they got back..everyone was quiet..we all decided to leave cuz everyone was pissed..as we were walking in the parking lot, everyone decided to go their own ways...no one spent the night at katie rushaks..not even katie..i told natalie that she could just stay at my house instead of just going home and doing nothing...so when we got to my house, we ended up watching White Chicks and falling asleep like an hour into it...we both we went to go to bed, but ended up talking for like a half hour...i didnt really get to sleep in sunday, so i just tried to lay down all day..i took natalie home at about 11:45 or so..came home, took a shower and then got a call from ashley ladach to say that fury softball practice was cancelled..which sucked cuz i was looking forward to practice so that i could wake up a bit..but oh well..hopefully there is practice this weekend....well that sums up my wkend....
this week hasnt been too bad...the girls last game is 2morrow against roseville and then pre-districts is tuesday against fitz...this weekend should be pretty fun...having family over on sunday for memorial day..my pool is finally open so hopefully it is nice so i can go for a swim...today i actually layed outside for like an hour b4 i took a shower and went to the dentist..got some tan lines showing already...lol..
well im off to relax before the FINALE OF AMERICAN IDOL...!! AND THE PISTONS GAME...
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[May. 14th, 2005|08:18 pm] |
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well...friday i worked from 9:00 till 4:00..long ass day with some crazy people..i couldnt wait to leave...then after work, i went to my sisters game against fitzgerald and left at like 5:00 to go to natalies for her team dinner...after sitting there for about 20mins...ashley srock wanted to play basketball..so Tee moved her moms car and then me, ashley, Tee and kim goss played 2 on 2 for like a half hour...then kim quit and erica sehling started to play..it was fun, but im so outta shape...i really need to get in shape b4 summer softball starts...then afterwards, me, srock and natalie decided we were gonna go to the fair..as we all got done getting ready, it decides to pour like crazy outside...so natalie called and so like at about 8:00 i went over to her house..i was gonna go pick up srock, but her mom drove her to natalies..after sitting there for like a half hour, we decided to go see a movie..we finally decided to go to Kicking and Screaming..it wasnt all that funny, but it was pretty good...then afterwards i dropped both of them off and came home, went online for about an hour and then went to bed...
Today i didnt do to much cuz i woke up at like 9:30 and just layed around the house until my mom decided to go to the store...the highlight of my day was that i broke up with mike because he's an asshole and is just another asshole that came into my life..and i dont care and im glad it was only 3months i wasted and not another 2 years...i feel so much better inside now because i was tired of trying to be someone i wasnt for him...but thank god that is all over and done with..i am finally free and i plan on being free for a while...anyways...2morrow i finally have softball practice for the fury team..ive been waiting for it so i can take out all my aggression on hitting the ball...so hopefully 2:00 rolls around quick...
well im off to eat dinner and then either to sarahs or to the fair to meet up with natalie..not sure yet...
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[May. 2nd, 2005|10:16 pm] |
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| | Baby Bash- I'm back | ] |
well the weekend wasnt to bad..had a softball game, and got stuck working and doing homework.....friday, luckily i didnt have to work cuz they gave me the day off..but tower had a game at cousino..which turned out to be a pretty close game but they ended up losing 9-5...that was a closer score than when i played against them....then i came home and just relaxed and tried to do somehomework...
saturday i worked from 9:00-4:00 and then came home and went to the bowling alley with my parents cuz they were substituting for some people on their friends team...it wasnt that bad but i had nothing else to do cuz everyone was busy...after they were done bolwing, we all went up to the bar and my moms friends cousin ended up buying me a drink..i asked him to buy me a smirnoff, but all i had was $2.00..he basically said forget it and bought me a drink..but not a smirnoff bc they didnt have it, so he bought me a sex on the beach..it was actually really good from when ive had them before bc they made it with pineapple juice, which is alot better then making it with orange juice...when i drank it, i forgot to mix it with the straw, so i sipped a bunch of the alcohol at the bottim and that gave me a rush...as we were sitting there, some guy that my moms friend knows, told me to go on the dance floor and dance and i was like no thank you...then my moms friends cousin said that if i wanted to dance, he would go up there with me, and i didnt really wanna dance so we just sat there and talked until i left at about 10:00 or so...
sunday i didnt do to much but sleep and do homework...then at about 5:00, i went out with mike, his mom and dad to mongolian bbq..it was alright, but i felt like i was going to get sick the whole time after i took a few bites of my food...when i was waiting for my food to get done, one of the cookers told me to hit the gong thing with the stick..i didnt hit it hard the first time, so they made me hit it again, but this time a lot harder...it was fun...after i took like 4 bites of my food i was done and was just sitting there...then i went up and got a salad which was a lot better than my food...i probably wont end up going there again, unless i just get soup and salad...
today, went to school from 8:00-9:30...then came home and relaxed until about 10:45 and went to work from 11:00-4:00...then i went up to tower for the game against port huron..they girls lost, but the team was pretty good considering they are in the red division..but the girls did play pretty good aginst them even tho they lost...then i came home, and my mom told me that i could be getting a truck that my dad saw at a collision shop...my dad looked at it today and said its a a good truck and the new motor only has about 50,000 miles on it but the body and trans has about 100,000 or more..which is ok cuz i love the truck...its a 1998 dodge dakota sport, single cab..and they want 4500 for it but since my dad found a few things that it needs, nothing major, my dad might offer 4000...it just needs 2 new tired and detailing in the inside...so when he goes back to make sure the 4 wheel drive works and the AC works becuz he forgot to check, all i need to do, is go take out a loan and go get it..i hope it all goes good...well i think im gonna get going to bed..im kinda tired from only getting about 4hours of sleep..hopefully this weekend turns out to bed good...hopefully hanging out with natalie friday night, gotta work all day saturday but only till 8, so i still got time to do something and then sunday is mothers day..dont know what im getting my mother yet..got a few ideas, but idk...well im off to bed...
goodnight
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| The song in my head..... |
[Apr. 27th, 2005|10:24 pm] |
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BECAUSE YOU LIVE by JESSE McCARTNEY
Staring out at the rain with her heavy heart
It’s the end of the world in my mind.
then your voice holds me back like a wake up call
I’ve been looking for the answer, somewhere…
I couldn’t see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know
Because you live, and breathe
because you made me believe in my self
When nobody else can help
Because you live (girl)
my world has twice as many stars in the sky
It’s alright, I survived, I’m alive again,
’Cause of you, made it through every storm,
What is life? What’s the use, if you’re killing time?
I’m so glad I found an angel…
Someone…who was there when all my hopes fell.
I want to fly, lookin’ in your eyes…
Because you live, and breathe
because you made me believe in my self
When nobody else can help
Because you live (girl…you live …)
my world (my world) has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live … I live
Because you live, there’s a reason why
I carry on, when I lose the fight.
I want to give what you’re givin’ me, always…
because you live (and breathe)….
because you made me believe in my self
When nobody else can help
Because you live (yeah)
my world (my world) has twice as many stars in the sky …
because you live (and breathe)….
because you made me believe in my self
When nobody else can help
Because you live
my world, has everything I need to survive…
Because you live…I live…
I live. |
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[Apr. 27th, 2005|09:52 pm] |
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| | Jesse McCartney-Because You Live | ] |
well my life hasnt been the greatest lately....too many things going on and i havent been feeling the greatest either...ive had days where i just want to close my doors, and lay under my covers and just cry over and over again..not caring what else is going on...like i said before, i just wish i could walk away from everything and come back and everything be a lot different...too many thoughts have been running through my head lately and some have been good but some have been not so good...friendships are probably one of the hardest things to keep going and slowly things are beginning to change and they are not changing for the better...my best friend basically hates me and its mostly my fault and hopefully things slowly get better...it seems as im getting older things are getting worse and life is becoming a lot more confusing..i just thought that when things change, they change for the better, but in this case, its not happening like that at all...i just have all this frustration built up inside of me and i need to just conquer all my problems and get rid of all of it...i know im rambling on about life, but things are just bothering me and instead of telling anyone, id rather just sit here and type all of it...
so to get on with everything else...school is almost over..less than 2 weeks left..softball is going pretty good for the girls..im glad i actually have softball to look forward to after school and work so i can take my mind off things and forget what is going on with everything...Niagara Falls is coming up pretty soon..excited for that even tho im missing a softball tournament, but ive got more after that, so its all ok..and lastly kenny chesney tickets go on sale this saturday..really excited for that and hopefully this years concert is better than last year since i will be with better people and have a better time...well instead of me going on about anything else i better get to bed...
goodnight
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| F-R-I-E-N-D-S...and my weekend so far |
[Apr. 23rd, 2005|07:35 pm] |
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F-R-I-E-N-D-S... We're supposed to have fun, We're supposed to laugh, We're supposed to tell each other our problems, I thought we were good friends who could do that, But i guess i was wrong. We're not supposed to make each other cry, We're not supposed to hurt each other, We're not supposed to ignore each other, And act like we were never friends. Why cant we go back to the way things used to be, When you said i was your best friend and always would be.
JUST THOUGHT I WOULD POST THIS BECUZ ITS GOT A MEANING TO IT...
anyways, this week hasnt been to bad...thursday i left school early cuz i finished my assignment and then went shopping with my mom and then afterwards sheena came and picked me up...we went to family video, rented FINDING NEVERLAND, and then went to 7-11 to get slurpees..got a discount..lol..came back to my house, had a few talks about things, tried to watch the movie but it got kinda confusing..and i was falling asleep..JOHNNY DEPP IS FRICKEN HOTT!! then friday i worked from 9-3 and then went to Towers game at Sterling Heights..it was crazy..definately not softball weather..but at least they won..god i miss playing so much...then came home took a shower and then hung out with mike for a little bit and watched LADDER 49...i almost started to cry again and then mike told me he was getting teary eyed..that is such a good movie..i recommened it to anyone..today wasnt to bad..woke up to snow..which was kind of a shocker..worked from 10-4..went tanning-last day and then came home and was bored outta my mind...sheena called me to tell me about her night last nite...i felt bad cuz she had a shitty time and after listening to the story, i wish me and mike wouldve went..after sitting home and doing nothing for about 2 hours..me and natalie decided to hang out since we havent hung out in like forever..we couldnt decide on what movie to see so she told me to pick...we ended up going to see FEVER PITCH..which was a really good movie...then after dropping natalie off, i came home and did some of my homework..which i have procrastinated on for about 3months...not a good idea...
**ONLY 3 MORE WEEKS OF SCHOOL!!**
**NIAGARA FALLS IN 46 DAYS**
**SUMMER SOFTBALL ALSO IN 46 DAYS**((MISSING THE FIRST TOURNAMENT))
**KENNY CHESNEY CONCERT IN 125 DAYS**((CANT WAIT))
WOW BUSY SUMMER THIS YEAR!! GONNA BE ONE OF THE BEST SUMMERS IN A LONG TIME!! CANT WAIT!!
well im off to do some homework...goodnite
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[Apr. 21st, 2005|01:44 pm] |
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well things right now are going pretty shitty...life for me, has been going downhill and no matter how hard i try nothing works out...softball isnt going that great right now for the team...and since im the assistant, well it brings me down too when they get pissed and lose/get mercied at a game...school is almost over...thank god...only 3wks left..work is getting crazier and crazier every day bc everyone is coming in and complaining that we dont have anything...and old people mad just doesnt agree with me bc then i get really aggravated...i just wish i could walk away from everything and forget what is going on bc life is starting to get confusing and i just wish i could press a rewind button and go back bc i would redo some of the things ive done..but thats what life is about, making mistakes and learning from them, and let me tell you, i have definately learned from them...i guess i cant sit and dwell on anything cuz that just makes things even worse...
im gonna go work on my homework..got a final project due tuesday-designing my own theater..how interesting...then ive got softball in an hour and then school at 6:00...so hopefully the day gets over with really quick...
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